I'm overwhelmed.
I should be posting information for my Living History cast.
I should be making preparations for Sam's birthday party this Saturday.
I should be folding the laundry that is clean, or washing the piles that are not.
I should be washing the dishes.
I should be clearing out the flower beds in front of the house. (I should have planted ages ago).
I should be reading to the children.
I should be filing the paperwork I am drowning in.
I should be clearing out the clutter that makes me feel anxious and claustrophobic.
I should be sweeping the floors that gather dust faster than anyone can keep up.
I should be answering messages from people.
I should be scheduling appointments.
I should be writing my novel.
I should be sewing a costume.
I should be ...
But how can I when I'm drowning in the static that is anxiety, loud and endless as the ocean.
I can't even think. How can I function?
